I. am. not. at. ease.

I don't care for confusing or complex... I just need someone who loves me back.

And you had been my wishful thinking
First impressions did not meet expectations

Though to everyone else you are perfectly placed
I find you so unapproachable in your ways

You do so much to give so little away
I know it won't happen, you've feared I am here to stay

Though in ignoring me  you make it harder to do the same

You told me to ease my mind
As if my mind will change.

Do you know me at all?
You don't know me at all..
Don't care to know me at all...

Reflections

And when you came I rushed about
Changing clothes just for now
But you can't see im desperately
Waiting for your reflection

While you're here I look to find ways to draw your attention
 Holding your eyes I only dare to stare for brief moments
But you can't see I'm desperate
and waiting for your reflection

And when you went I shut my eyes, try to lay to rest
My mind stayed wild
And did not give way to caution
But you cared less
Hardly impressed
I have nothing here to offer
Except of the memories of all the times we met

And tomorrow I will question
Every single action
Every single word
Think of it absurd
Yet you will sleep well
And wake to find little impression
 
But you can't see I'm desperately waiting for your reflection